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这些是我几天下来，在Facebook上放上的status update。自己觉得还蛮有意思的。在这里分享，不在于让人家赞叹，还是反映，而是，能让自己以后读回时，能回想，当自己写下这一些字句时，那时的心情，感觉是怎样的。笑。

at some point, we will realise that, we won't always get what we want, so, settle down with what we have, and work for what we need. but somehow, we will feel bad for what we've lost, but not appreciating what we've got. The human animal instinct says, why not more, if we CAN have more? N hence the greed...

i guess there's always a tini winey bit of jealousy going on, no matter how much u think u can cop with the situation. Somehow the view of it makes u feel abandoned, ignored, or just isolated, while the fact being, YOU were the one who first started to ignore, abandone, and isolate others... yea... karma the bad ass..

there's no goodness, when there's no evil; no kindness when there's no selfishness; no light when there's no darkness; and no holiness, when there's no devil.So don't think of ourselves too high, or too good, cos if there's no other people around, you r just a normal human being.

epic fail with so much negativity around,pushing the steel-cold-mercury-like cruelty into the sense of conscious, freaking the humanity,humility,self-esteem,respect,sympathy out of the cracking brain and breaking heart. perhaps one day,when there will be no more human, we will then actually live how we were supposed to be... extinct...

sometimes when i say it's complicated, it means it's COMPLICATED! don't expect me to explain detailly to u, considering tat u won't understand it anyway, taking into account that our mentality, and the fact tat the beginning understanding points of view of ours are totally at different level. So u can't judge me, u don't have the right to judge me.. ignorant is bliss.. i'm blissfull.. or more like, blistering...

i guess once u got hurt, u'll be scared to open up to anyone else. n,u stay away from tat some1, not cos of hatred, but more of the fear of being hurt again,n to cry, n depress, n go thru everything all over again..i would rather get killed fr anaphylactic shock caused by prick fr the poison thorns on me, protecting me from being hurt, rather than die a agony pain fr the heart-tearing despair that will drive me crazy.

i suddenly have a very weird thought, but seriously, think about it: i think heaven will be a suckie place, if, let's say, only those who believe, will be saved, n go to heaven. i mean, they won have any fried chicken, lamb chop, beef steak, or maybe even any food(vege..), considering those foodstuffs din 'accept' who-must-not-be-named-here into their 'heart'... hmm... cannibalism it is...... hence, yiakie...

god gives us brain, so that we CAN think, and choose what we are supposed to do, n more importantly, being ABLE to differentiate the right n wrong. if we have to put everything in front of him, and ask for his help, then we might as well just say, DEAR GOD, PLEASE TAKE BACK MY BRAIN, AND MAKE ME UR PUPPET. I LOVE BEING UR PUPPET, SO PLEASE DON'T WASTE THE NEURONS ON ME....

it's like the process of having stroke.. first u got TIA, but then, u just ignore it, n then, after somimes, woala, stroke, and u lost everything... there's no signs of telling u when it will occur, but u can't prevent it, once u ignore the fisrt warning... so, here we go, post-stroke grieving period~